Stitching Home

I have been knitting scarves again since the community quarantine has been extended to April 30th. My yarn supply is running low, and I crochet fast. Knitting has regulated my crafting pace and also, helped me conserve my yarn.

Knitting at home has helped me process my feelings during this quarantine. I felt grief for the recent death of my loved ones, especially now that I am unable to visit their graves. I thought things through as far as relationships and friendships are concerned. I felt blessed that I am healthy and safe at home. And I felt thankful to have hobbies to keep my mind alert and preoccupied.

Stitching these scarves together has also helped me realized that home is a feeling, rather than a place. Someday, when this quarantine is already lifted, I will still continue knitting and crocheting. This is home for me.

Smooth Thinker

Lately, I’ve been having so many negative thoughts. It’s only fitting as I had to deal with my dad’s terminal illness. I also had to take over some tasks and errands for my family. However, I decided that things should change by starting with my food.  

I began eating healthier, and it has really cheered me up. Here’s the kuro salad garlic hummus from Go! Salads.  

And this is the breakfast smoothie from the same establishment, which I later had for lunch. I was full until dinner time, and yes, my meals did spark joy!

If you also need a few changes in hour life, your food can be a good place to start! It doesn’t have to be drastic- just eat healthful meals and you will definitely see a change in your disposition. Of course, it doesn’t mean that I will be staying away from junk food altogether. Life is about balance. I’ll just have to find the formula that works for me this 2019.

Knitting Pink

I continued knitting after missing it for a while. I have been dealing with adulting lately, and crochet has proved to be a quicker craft to provide faster results. However, there is something deeply satisfying about knitting that brings me joy. Even finishing a simple beanie the other day has sparked a love for knitting which brings be back to my Banaue trip last February. 

I have come a long way since learning how to knit earlier this year. I still prefer knitting without a pattern, but I like seeing my growth as I process my thoughts, one stitch at a time. Being a knitter has allowed me to have conversations with myself while making scarves and beanies. And as I finished this bright pink beanie, I was able to make peace with myself. I was able to forgive myself too.  

Consider knitting as a hobby! It is great for thinking things through and reflecting on your life. It is also an excellent craft to take along with you. I bring my works in progress to events and it has helped me focus too. Do it for yourself, and start searching for tutorials or workshops today. You won’t regret it.  

Pancakes and Prayers

It’s not always easy to stay positive during tough times. Recently, I faced an incident wherein I had to question the sincerity of people I trusted the most. It was difficult, but I had to carry on with life.

One of the things that I looked forward to was rewarding myself after a workout, and yesterday, I finally gave in and tried the pancake waffle set (P160) at Breakfast Bin.  

Those would have to be the best pancakes I have ever had! They were fluffy, not to sweet, and filling. They were not airy at all, unlike fast-food pancakes. They are the real deal.  

I also dropped by St. Clare to give thanks and to pray for my intentions. 

I also bought my favorite dirty ice cream sandwich from the vendor near UP Sunken Garden. I love the dirty ice cream there because it is avocado-flavored!

Then, I dropped by the hospital for my blood test. I am praying for great results!

My last stop was the hospital chapel. I may not be able to control everything, but I can move forward and be healed.  

May God provide me with the strength to face each new day and the wisdom to learn from my recent challenges.